What's currently happening in my life and what I think about all this now.
|Posted by The Thinking Other Woman on November 25, 2020 at 10:15 PM|
I woke up this morning with this one realization:
Everything I have ever wanted in life was a child's understanding of how to get a child's developmental needs met.
I was an unloved child, and I needed parents and family and friends to love me.
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|Posted by The Thinking Other Woman on November 19, 2020 at 5:05 PM|
I noticed something very interesting, looking at the good leg/bad leg transits for this relationship.
It may very well be that a good portion of the relationship transit legs actually go with the choice we had to end the marriage and be together back in 2016. Remember that there was a whole good leg where I was in a relationship and very happy. Then, if you will recall, it sort of ...Read Full Post »
|Posted by The Thinking Other Woman on November 16, 2020 at 12:20 AM|
I've had a pile of page views on here this week. Unfortunately, the locator map isn't working, so I have no clue where anyone is from.
Yesterday, Mars went direct.
(Actually, I had heard both the 13th and the 14th, but it's definitely direct by now.) In six weeks (right about Christmas Day), it will hit the yods one more time and then clear on out of here. Nothing else important will hit the yods for th...
|Posted by The Thinking Other Woman on October 11, 2020 at 11:40 PM|
This is going to be challenging, going on alone. I remember this person every single hour. I can't erase him from my thoughts. A healthier person would have found someone else awayyyy back yonder and been married three or four years now, but not me. I liked this guy from the night I met him.
Twenty-two years is a long time. A shame it will amount to absolutely nothing, when it could have been so much more.
But I recognize here...
|Posted by The Thinking Other Woman on October 8, 2020 at 9:25 PM|
I was in so much better a mood when I started that last post. For a short moment, I could see my life as so much better than I've been seeing it, and I could feel happy. But, I had to be somewhere, and I had to stop writing, and I couldn't get back to it, and ...
I had to go back to work. And I was there all by myself. And it was like that for three days. And my days were d-r-a-i-n-i-n-g. And I dragged myself ho...
|Posted by The Thinking Other Woman on October 5, 2020 at 12:10 AM|
If you're going through any life crisis, I heartily recommend getting your hands on books and reading as much about the world as you can.
Not only does it matter to pick up anything you can about your specific issue/s (BPD? Codependent? Drug abuse? I don't care if it is depressing, you have an obligation to yourself to find out all about it you can), but reading true work about social issues can have unexpected benefits.
|Posted by The Thinking Other Woman on September 26, 2020 at 5:25 PM|
Me, myself, and I
That's all I've got in the end
That's what I found out
And there ain't no need to cry
Took a vow that from now on I'm gonna be my own best friend
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|Posted by The Thinking Other Woman on September 19, 2020 at 7:15 PM|
As so often happens, I went on YouTube and the first suggested video related to a question on my mind:
Should you wait for this person or not?
The card pile I picked said:
You have a fantasy of this person that's not the reality of this person. (Yeah ... I figured that out already.) And the reason you hav...Read Full Post »
|Posted by The Thinking Other Woman on September 11, 2020 at 9:30 PM|
So Nu Mindframe put up her September readings this week. Yup. Here are these predictions AGAIN.They're all about a relationship that broke up despite good intentions on the part of those involved to build something together. Because something was standing in the way, the people didn't have the tools to build the relationship ... and now, here the relationship is again. How we had a separation and it was a good thing, because the same cycle would hav...Read Full Post »
|Posted by The Thinking Other Woman on August 29, 2020 at 4:25 AM|
Well. I was beginning to doubt very seriously that I would ever
write this, but ...
HERE HE IS. HE'S BACK.
Or, at least, he's lurking in a way I can definitely see it's him.
If you scroll do...Read Full Post »
|Posted by The Thinking Other Woman on August 22, 2020 at 12:10 AM|
If you check out the Yods tab, you will see that I've done quite a lot of work on what my Saturn squares mean and why they are at the tip of my yod, stubbornly obstructing progress in a writing career.
But here's something I never figured out, that I only did just now because I was studying the Mars conjunct to the tip of our double interlocking yods.
I purchased this Counseling for Astrologers book, by a professional astrologer wh...
|Posted by The Thinking Other Woman on August 21, 2020 at 11:20 AM|
As I've said, I find it incredible that my fairy cards keep predicting, with durable and repeatable certainty as to the timing, that a.) this person makes contact again, b.) Rory finds out about it this time, and c.) we struggle with the lessons we are supposed to learn from it as detailed in the horoscope readings I so painstakingly looked up several years ago.
Every damn time I do one of these, I shuffle the cards telling myself: No way. ...
|Posted by The Thinking Other Woman on August 13, 2020 at 4:30 PM|
I am SICK of the SPAM comments I get on here,
so from now on commenting is disabled. No, I
am not here to help you sell your maid service
or your new CAPTCHA system. Buzz off.
|Posted by The Thinking Other Woman on August 11, 2020 at 8:20 AM|
OK, I just figured out why the influence I talked about last time is
considered active until December (when I'm scheduled to be
dumped again. Nifty, huh?) Turns out that, just like Uranus in 2018,
MARS GOES RETROGRADE AND STATIONS ITSELF OVERRead Full Post »
MARS IS COMING. (Oh, and I figured out what's wrong with the blog. NOW it's actually legible again!)
|Posted by The Thinking Other Woman on August 8, 2020 at 7:30 PM|
It's sort of been a creepy summer.
I have been getting card readings and card readings and card readings
telling me to expect to hear from A Certain Person. Whether I do them
myself, or I'm watching a video from my favorite card reader online
(check ...Read Full Post »
Thinking About This This Morning ... Twin Flame Issues Can Apply to Other Areas of LIfe Besides Relationships
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